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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

Where'd You Go?
-Fort Minor

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...


so many things has been happening these few days. and it's only wednesday. i feel so tired. really really tired. i was stoning, thinking. feeling.
if only, i had held on to it a few seconds longer, the thief wouldnt get a chance to lay his hands on it.
of only, i had not been so lazy and put it into my pocket, it wouldnt have been taken away.
of only, i had bothered to treasure you more, i wouldnt be feeling so miserable now.
if only.
im so exasperated with myself. why why is it that i must always lose things before i learn how to treasure? when will i learn?
come to think of it. it wasnt others' fault . it was my mistake. people like me ought to learn.
my bluetooth my mp3 my radio my photos my songs my ZHIYANG SONGS my photo of NICOLE'S BEAR my nicenice camera my memories of the cruise my photos of my birthday and bday presents and my cake in the canteen and my cake with the dancers at kap.
I LOST THEM ALL.
my heart really hurts when i think of it.
im avoiding this thing. im running away.
nicole. i feel so upset inside. but i promise you, i will try to smile. remember what you promised too (:

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jolene: we are so proud of you. five awards! plus two scholarships. you definitely deserved them. everyone was so proud of you. marvelling at you, feeling happy for your achievements and knowing full well you will go far. of cos, the dancers were feeling sad too, cos you've moved on. youre such an all-rounder, yet you are always so humble and unassuming. you are a great senior. thanks for everything, ever since i was in sec one. the smiles the waves. the encouragement you always have for us, your juniors in dance. the support you shown me during dance camp06. and of coc, the wonderful times we had together as one exotique during dance camp05.
although u probably wont be reading this, i really want to say. we love you so much.

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in times like this,
youre the only one who can bring a smile to my lips;